Hello, my beloved little squirrels. Enough with that rant being on the front page, am I right? Yes, yes I am. So what has happened since last we chatted? I am going to outpatient, I’m going to meetings, I’m doing everything I’m supposed to be doing, and I am still alive! Hot damn! But seriously, every day I get a little less angry, and I’m keeping an open mind and yadda, I have to be there, I might as well participate and not be an asshole. I hate being an asshole, and I’ve really been one a lot as of late.
One thing that five straight hours of therapy plus meetings will give you is a lot of sleepy. I’m worn OUT by the time I get home, and need some serious decompression time talking to Outpost31 and playing on the sweet, sweet internet. So if I’m not updating every day, forgive me for my gaff, I’m just bloody exhausted.
But enough about that. Just wanted to check in with y’all and let you know that I’m okay, I’m here, I’m a lot more stable than I have been in quite some time, and I’m using this mandatory penance time to glean as much useful information as I can, and also I’m trying to not be an asshole. Other than that, life is pretty boring.
That was a lie.