Checking In

Hello, my beloved little squirrels. Enough with that rant being on the front page, am I right? Yes, yes I am. So what has happened since last we chatted? I am going to outpatient, I’m going to meetings, I’m doing everything I’m supposed to be doing, and I am still alive! Hot damn! But seriously, every day I get a little less angry, and I’m keeping an open mind and yadda, I have to be there, I might as well participate and not be an asshole. I hate being an asshole, and I’ve really been one a lot as of late.

One thing that five straight hours of therapy plus meetings will give you is a lot of sleepy. I’m worn OUT by the time I get home, and need some serious decompression time talking to Outpost31 and playing on the sweet, sweet internet. So if I’m not updating every day, forgive me for my gaff, I’m just bloody exhausted.

But enough about that. Just wanted to check in with y’all and let you know that I’m okay, I’m here, I’m a lot more stable than I have been in quite some time, and I’m using this mandatory penance time to glean as much useful information as I can, and also I’m trying to not be an asshole. Other than that, life is pretty boring.

That was a lie.



Checking In — 4 Comments

  1. Aw, sweety… I just spent some time catching up on your blog. You have been through the wringer and I really hope you are feeling better and never have to go through this again.

    Huge hugs and wishing you all the best.
    Bitchin’ Amy last post: Praying For Japan

  2. Thanks for update. Love to the kitties. Do you follow @common_squirrel Sometimes he (or she) cracks me up. Seems to have a nervous system quite like mine.

  3. I am happy you are better. I was worried. I try really hard to think good thoughts, but still I worry. Keep working on happy. It is a very good thing.

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